I lurk, stalk, sometimes post on others pages, but on my own, the "pages" sit blank awaiting words. There are not a lot of words that I have wanted to share lately to be honest with you. Life goes on, the days slip by, work and mundane tasks to survive are completed, I hug my grandkids & kids and tell them I love them at every chance I get! Those chances just seem to be fewer in our hectic lives. And then...
My heart is in turmoil over a friends decision.... and my heart just can't quite grasp it all.... I pray for her children every day and I can't stop thinking about the "why's".. and there are no answers..... she is no longer here to provide them... and I think about the work & mundane tasks that fill my day and they aren't bad to me... they fill time, sometimes are annoying, but... they are a part of my life and include those that I love in it... and... it is fulfilling, not always fun, but there are times of laughter and tears, but... it is enough for me... it doesn't seem like a burden but a gift... and I wish that I had done or said something to show her how wonderful her gift was also.......
